Thursday, January 7, 2010

i need love

I am a baby. I need constant confirmation that I am loved. I get lonely easily, and I need the physical touch. Hugs, kisses, physically being in the same place with others. Just knowing that I’m not alone.

(I think that’s why many guys that I have dated were guys who were obsessed with me; who would do anything for me if I asked. Who had constantly shown their affection for me. Who liked me more than I liked them. See, that’s the thing: I did not like them as much. I always regretted dating them and got tired of them. I would find their MANY flaws and get annoyed.)

Ahhhh. But that’s not the point. Today Hayoung visited me and gave me a big hug. It made my day :) Hugs make me happy. I NEED THEM! constantly.

What do I do when I go to Korea and it’s not the social norm to hug people when you greet them? :( It’s sad to think about.

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